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[FIC] Love Means Sacrifice

This fic suddenly occurred to me one morning, I hope to continue xD and, however short, enjoy it. Its title is inspired by a song by the group 'D', I've always liked the song so much so as the title and I think it fits right with what I want to show in what I have written, and well XD Enjoy!
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Characters / Couples : Im Yong Soo (South Korea) and Kiku Honda (Japan) ☆
Warnings: None, just a well experienced and Masoka Kiku xD. ☆
Summary: Kiku finally begins to understand what is really jealous, but when many of her former boyfriend goes to haunt it.

o1. Insomnia.

was four o'clock in the morning and I still could not sleep, my mind wandered into ideas that would not let me sleep and so was repeated for several days and fatigue sometimes passed the bill. Dreams, memories not really in detail but all were based on the anxiety of getting something you are seeking for a long time and no time, that was snatched from your hands. With his head and could not close my eyes and let myself go, full of ideas that contributed not one ounce of creativity, but it was a litany of problems and bad thoughts to who was sleeping beside me.

He, who was frolicking on the side of the big bed, the man who was a year to be my boyfriend, a splendid and now something convoluted courtship with problems that were presented in recent weeks, causing the man no longer seems that I had known or idealized. The relationship was wearing, trying to make the intent that this does not happen but it was another night that added and again we had no relations. I think I've forgotten how we made love, or as we wanted to do, and if only our encounters are reduced to sex, then, even that did not have my life partner.

was still with eyes wide open, staring at the ceiling, with one fixed idea mind you, for me, was the cause of this rift between Ely I: the memory. Just a memory of a third person in her past that still linger in the mind of the bird with my boyfriend, and now threatened to become real, tangible, visible and perceptible to all my senses, taking the form of two plane tickets to New York, and that sooner rather than later, mutate to a tall, blond and blue-eyed American who had the happiness, to test the skin of my love before me.

and Yong Soo is that I know since I have memory, two children were wearing clothes karate practicing martial arts in the school of a Chinese named Yao. I always liked to play with Ely much the fact that karate is not as easy as it gave me and we met in alternate hours to practice, to teach what I learned a. How often came to my house, how many of those that got stuck with some key Ely over look him straight in the eyes, confirming that he was the person who everyone calls 'Soul Mate'; but regrets that man, especially when I was a teenager, where my feelings went far beyond the fraternal bonds of friendship.


was not easy to assume he was in love with him, because it's not as if every day you communicate to your close that you are gay but what I did right away, even to him, especially by the fact that Yong Soo was extremely popular among girls, and I always thought a man could ever feel attracted ; do by someone of the same sex, until he did and not just me. He was perpetual

in my retina that great smile that expressed him in his face, full of happiness, he had never seen in all the years of knowing him, I would have thought that you won the lottery, or that accepted in the distribution of a novel of those he loved, but it turned out to be. "Guess Kiku ... no, better not to guess, I'll tell you. I'm no longer a single man ", those words broke my heart, I knew that someday come, but in the bottom of my heart was protected the idea that they were known. And that phrase was still in me, I knew it by heart, and whether to represent it on stage, maybe it would be able to return to show the face that got so bitter that even he me wonder if I felt physically ill. But the pain was much deeper.

Then imagine the lucky girl would become the bride of him, very nice for sure, with good figure and a domineering personality identical to his persona. But the change was radical, and I learned the hard way that was Soo Yong homosexual. It turned out that his school had reached an exchange student, an American, had met and in less than a month and were engaged. And so many years with him went to the trash can at that time. Six months later, he was blond and Yong left, promising to continue the relationship distance, to reach clear that his country decided to cut it. It was then when he came to me for comfort, just as friendship, but I could not stand and confessed warily kept those feelings in my heart that never before had confessed to somebody. Since that confession Ely I started dating, he said I remember right, he loved me, and never thought I had those "same things" I do not care if that was not romantic, or less than the same day I lost my virginity, I was really in love, still believe to be.
are a quarter to five in the morning and I still can not sleep, I noticed account the time, because I got a bit to see the clock that is in the pedestal Yong, I think I woke him up. Mmm

What? Korean he asked in a big yawn again does not sleep? -Sleeping face down was on one side, coming towards him and around his chest with one arm supporting his head on his shoulder and takes a lot ... Want to take you both awake ?

No, do not worry, just woke up -lied, trying not to worry but just woke up because I got thirsty and ... that's all. "He took the hand which the other held him and gave him a kiss on her hair Do not worry, still asleep, I'll go to the kitchen for water.

I got out of bed, not wanting to hear more, especially its pseudo-reaching proposals to make love, there was so that if the end would be willing to be with each other. For the whole day I had in mind, each time you send a postcard or write him a message and if I got a call ... Heaven! My blood boiled, and the last call was the worst. An invitation to New York and he so smugly agreed. Did you call whenever he was going to go running? What was the idea of dragging me with them? If they wanted to wallow together then do so, but neither thought my boyfriend was going to return to him, with that yankee which remained the true love of Yong Soo.

Well ... my True love is Yong of course he should be, could not have been in love with an error so long, "said the Japanese while holding a glass of water in his hand while in the kitchen, leaning against the refrigerator, took me , both get to be with him, it would be inexcusable to let it go just like that, but their feelings are not equal to mine, no matter what love means ... sacrifice ... He took a sip of water and put the glass on a desk, not empty completely and stared, wondering if this view half empty or half full regarding your situation, ... or so said a song. -Return his way back into the room to sleep in bed side by side, leaving hug just because he could not appeal for the heat to loosen it, because to some cold .

Kiku, you should sleep, remember that the trip is several hours and must be early at the airport "He pulled over beside her and hug her waist drawing him to her body, while rubbing her cheek against a mimosa the other-I do not want to walk with a tired face.

best was make me sleep and not respond, so I closed my eyes and I think I slept about an hour, maybe, just maybe, during the flight could sleep and have sweet dreams to arouse in those who would be a nightmare.